I haven't written anything in a long time. Been very busy with life, stress and other ventures. I felt it was over due. So today's topic i am going to get personal. I usually write vague but today I'm going to be more direct. So over the last 4 to five months I have been approached by different men that were interested in me. But here is the thing, they were more interested in sexing me. Typical guys. I've turned them down because that isn't what I want in my life right now. So the crazy thing about the advances is the lack of respect I have gotten from these men because of my choice. I've been called an old grandma, I've been told my pussy was dried up and so on and so forth. It's crazy! Here is what I tell them when I am approached. I let them know that I am not having random sex. That I am looking for a relationship, that I refused to give my self freely to someone that doesn't want more than a fling. I lay it all out on the table. Now I don...
As I sit here listening to him create his music, I start to reminisce about the first day. Same two people 2 separate angles. But there I was listening to his music. It filled the room and my ears. I couldn't even see his face but I was already intrigued and mesmerized by him. I was just getting into music and I had never watched anyone build a beat before. I had only heard the music , people sing to the music or rap to the music. I was amazed. The sound of the music and the way he moved his body as he created was enough to pull me in. Never even cared what he looked like at this point I was already gone. Then he turned around with these bright eyes and an amazing smile. He had me at hello. I loved him at his purest form. I didn't know who he was or where he came from. It was a while before I even knew his real name. I knew nothing about him I just knew I loved him. As I write this I realized that I have experience things with him that I never experience wi...
Some people get into relationships for the wrong reasons. Everything seems so peaches and cream in the beginning, but once things start to go sour then what? As a women things go sour and we still try to fight for it, knowing that we are in a fight by ourselves. Ladies once you feel it's over it's over. Stop trying to make shit out of nothing. I say this from experience. Think about when you are in a situation and you don't like how it's going. You feel in your gut that it's not right but you continue on trying to make it work. Why the hell is that. Why not just cut your loses and keep it moving instead of suffering. That's like I tell people all the time, how it is before you get married is how it's going to be after. It you argue all the time in your relationship and there is no communication then that's how it's going to be. People don't change and if they do it's rare. I'm not going to say all because some people only have to mature. ...
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